Love is something abstract
We search, we feel, we mark
But there’s so much load in our ark
Until it sink and become dark
I don’t really listen to my heart whispering
You, with your words and faith, boldly standing
Even my love silently start growing
But the last time, what i did is nothing
Only denying
I’m such a coward, i realize
Feel the most hurted, but actually contrawise
Playing victim, i really am not wise
Thinking every move i’ve done is a bunch of lies
Now this feeling is none but memories
You keep walking and already find your mistress
Leaving me alone with the act of my childish
Put our distance in boundaries
But it’s no use for having regrets or tears
Maybe it supposed to be like this
And of course i should go and release
Brilian Dinanti
March 9th, 2023